Saturday 13 October 2012

The Fade




I'm watching for the Fade,
Or the soft leaving; possible causes
For slow smiles delayed
The absent nods and pauses.
Noting possible lags and gaps
In her round robin stories,
Her head-scratch to fill the lapse
In her long wrung memories

I'm watching for the Fade
The sputtering in her fission,
Knees resisting but mind obeyed,
And the slow, long evocation
That she adds to the "La Illah..."*
That she sculpts with hefted hand
That she charges the "...ilallah"**
To flow her faith to me as I stand 

I'm watching for the Fade,
Adding things to my observations
Like cups not washed, bed unmade
The welts of age, the mild confusion,
The siege of pill after alabaster pill,
The half second more in opening doors,
And the disconnect between force and will;
All these ebb and erode to my core.

I am watching her fade, Saqi, and all the things I was with her.

by Ali.A.Naqvi

Notes * & **In Islam the call to prayer has the words "La Illah illalah"- "There is no God but God"
This poem is contemplation on foreseeing the loss.of someone you love to age

Saturday 7 July 2012

Beyond


These folds of
Up and down
Of past and present
Of left and right
Are your vessel
Moored here
In what you touch
And what you see.
You pull at oars
But lose the tide
You hold out hands
But not your cup

Listen to Sadiq
Sing “Mustt, dam mustt”
Seeing beyond the cup
He sees Kauthar
Beyond the sea
He senses the ocean
We hear watches
He hears the Saqi
And the voice
That said “Be.”

Ali A. Naqvi

Tuesday 8 May 2012


Certitude

I want that day, that unexpected night,
I felt certitude wiring the spine straight
As the Architect slotted all into place
And the Ravi* pooled peace into my fate.
For bending boughs and the heaving roses
Were too much for this realist.
But, Saqi, though I parched my words,
Kept my rhyme dry, ran rhythm with grit
The Planner split my rhetoric, left
My logic limp and excuses spent
So sought, so gave me my other half.
So follows Qamr where Shams went**.

by Ali Naqvi

Notes: 
*Ravi is a river in Punjab, which runs through Lahore.
** Qamr is the moon in arabic. Shams the Sun. Shams -e - Tabrizi was also the scholar and mystic who was Jallaludin Rumi's greatest friend.
Also The Planner and The Architect refer to aspects of God.

Tuesday 13 March 2012

Of An Old Hurt.


I stood; a bit too quick.

Pain lanced through.

She saw the slight tick.

A hint of worry, I knew.

The wrench leaves marks,

Though I stood braced

Biting down the spasm’s arch

Setting a square face.


She carries prophesy enough to see.

She has wirespools enough of memory.

I will not add to these even if she had wanted.

We live better for things unsaid.


By Ali.A.Naqvi

Saturday 21 January 2012

Habits

“When I go, you’ll remember these things.”

She’s laughing now, at me,

As I did, in response to her fuss,

But that line is lingering now

While she potters about, in her way.

I watch, knowing I will remember these things

When I try to pull her presence

Out of the colours around me.

No one can build me up

Because she’s done that, always.

But I’ll be like the hulked up tower

Looming into the dour night

Crumbling and caving to the rot

When she’s no long there

To hold up the walls.

By Ali. A. Naqvi

Ten

She calls it the murderous ten,

The years from sixty to seventy

When her friends begin to fall

And she feels herself gnarling up.

She calls in constant prayer

For time to see her duties done.

I call it the murderous ten

If she goes, it may murder me.

By Ali.A.Naqvi

Monday 16 January 2012

Settled

I'm surfing this angel shroud of a day
Pouring sugar ash on slate roofs
Like the first few times,
When I was surer, shorter
Watching the tissue frost settle
On old Victoria, green globed and rusting,
Vigilant over the car park.
I walked the square mile again
Breath-ghosts vapoured the same way.

By Ali A. Naqvi

Tuesday 3 January 2012

Display

When they light up the flairs

I don’t seem to watch.

I know they will flail in the air

And fall, at some distance.

Metaphors could be seen

But, it’s just a firework

Falling, that could mean

Things metaphysical,

Or it’s just ruined plastic casts

Spent to see in a future

That’s similar to the past.

By Ali.A.Naqvi

Hafez. Posted

I sent you a copy of Hafez,

There was lots of Rumi on the shelf

Something of a confirmation

Of where I thought of myself


Days later, a call, a thank you,

A “thank you but”, and, silence,

Then, how things had changed

And I had not been a presence.


I said, I would reply, so I thought,

But Hafez holds my hands away

He reminds me of your broken times

Where I listened to all you had to say.



I say nothing. But take Hafez once more:

“No one, not even Hafiz, can describe with words the Great Mystery.

No one knows in which shell the priceless pearl does hide.”



By Ali.A.Naqvi